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Working at Home

This can be very rewarding, yet stressful at times. But I feel very blessed to be a work-at-home mom! Besides earning a little to help my husband, and a little for myself, I get to spend my time with my baby. I get to see her grow. I get to be there for every milestone. Sometimes, I feel bad for mothers who take these things for granted.

Yes, I miss dressing up for work. I miss late-night dates. I miss being made up, going to the movies. Heck, I miss time for myself! But there is no way in the world I'd give up this situation. Because I fell in love with life more when I had my baby girl.

She's turning two in a few months....now where did time go?



I love this photo I took of her at Preah Khan, Angkor Temple at Siem Reap, Cambodia. She's quite the explorer. And me and my husband love that she's chooses to go run around than sit and play.

theres a hole in my heart

I just finished working. 

I am keeping myself busy, but I can't help thinking of you.

I always pictured the future

with you in it.


As the days go by, 

it seems as if my world is falling apart.

There's a big hole in my heart.


how do i...

We just lost a loved one over a week ago. I just lost someone special. I have been itching to write about my grief, yet I find no words for what I feel. Either I try to "try" and accept the situation, or I keep busy so that I can put off dealing with this pain in my heart.

Maybe it's unbearable because I have envisioned a future with that person in it. I am still shocked, speechless, in-denial, and tormented as of now.

But we all have to deal, even if we don't want to; even if we're not ready because that's how life is. It's unfair. We don't always get what we want. For some, things like these things as devastating as this is a test of faith; and if that is so...I am on the losing end. But I am still holding on, trying...hoping that I will not fail.

"Death ends a life, not a relationship." I will seek comfort with this thought for tonight.



 
I am still thankful to the Lord for blessing me with a strong family, and 
this little girl who cheers me up.
One day at a time.